YOUNG LOVE IS SUCH DUMB LOVE

{ PS. The photo is not mine}

Here I am again, talking about someone I can't have--you. 

Sometimes when I can't sleep at night which is pretty much every night, I think of you.

 I wonder if you're already asleep.

 I wonder what keeps you at night.

  I wonder what are your thoughts if you can't sleep. 

I wonder if you ever thought of me as much as I do.

 Because I, if you're going to ask me, I always do and I don't know why because I don't even want to sleep with the thought of you but you are like my favorite lyrics from the songs I used to sing, you keep on coming back on my head.

 I don't want to sleep with the thought of you because it's either I don't want to fall asleep crying or waking up with a tear in the corner of my eye.

 But the thought of you feeds me, it makes my lonely heart feel like it's alive though it's broken a million times. And I know it can't be, because we accept the love we think we deserve. And you deserve much more.

I wish you knew.

And I wish I knew what you felt for me, too.

X yelalalove X